Saturday, February 26, 2011

~ kisah saya ~

... salam ...

erm,,kali ni nak cte psal ape ye....
ade bnde nak story tp xtau nak mule dr mane...
hee~
btw,,kali ni punye entry da xmrah2 da...
yes,,chill suda...
ape yg berlaku ialah pengalaman...
klu tiada pengalaman HIDUP TIADA KEINDAHAN bukan...

xkan terlepas setiap manusia dr kesakitan,sihat,sedih,bahagia,lapang dan sempit sehinggalah diberi ujian yg lain pula...inilah NIKMAT DUNIAWI...
rasenye nih dnga kat radio IKIM kot..
xngat la plak spe yg ckp...
tp yg pntingnye ambil iktibar dr word di atas...
yes,,sy berjanji untuk lebih BERSABAR lg...
insyaALLAH..amin... :D

so,,,
my story begin wif HATI,,,
yeah,,hati ialah RAJA bg kerajaan BADAN..<--wah,da mule suda...
hee~dr kerana hati lah jiwa merana kan...
erm,,AMAT SUKAR MENJAGA HATI...
ikut hati mati,,ikut rase binasa...lalala~btol ke itu..hee~

sbenanye mcm nih...ary jumaat kan biase klas mmg abes awal...so,,as a student kn..time2 klas awal la nk p jlan2 meronda untok melepaskan segala KETENSIONAN yg xbrape nk tension kan..hee....
weelll,,ikot aty mmg xnak kluar..yekla kan,,mnenye nak stady lg...next week ade kuiz lak..asignment harapan nk buat awal,,bia nt da dateline dekat dpt RELAX sket...pastu this week ade dinner lg..so,,mcm TEMPAH MAUT jek kn klu nk p ENJOY2 uh...yekla,,sy perlula MEMBERI KOMITMEN pd tugas2 dan pembelajaran sy..supaya ape yg dikejar dapat dan dikendong x jatoh berterabor...hahaha~hentam jek la labu~keh3...

tp,,oleh kerana konsep HATI IALAH RAJA...hee~tetbe HATI kte,,ish,,,nak ikot jugak lah ANIS NABILLA keluar...mne buleh jadik nih dok bilik,,kpalae dah la tgah serabut..ERGHH....jadi..ikotlah hati kan agar jiwa tidak mati..<--MEREPEK HABIS OK...
ngee~SITI AISHA pon kua jgak..tp dye p wat KAD PENGENALAN..ok,,yg minah nih mmg sume bende dye nak hilang ok..=,='

so,,conclusion dye ape ye..??
hee~~sy pon pegi la WINDOW SHOPPING dgn niat xnak berbelanje..nak jlan teman ANIS jek...nak jalan cuci mate jek..nak jalan tengok2 saje..yeah,,yg penting ape semua...??NAWAITU sgt penting ok..
:D

tp sebenarnye NAWAITU saje xckop kan tanpa PEGANGAN yg sgt KUAT~hee...oleh kerana sy xberpegang teguh sgt so,,sye pon TERBELANJA dgn bnyak dan sedikit sekali,,,hahaha~pas2,,bsing alamak duit da bankrop..sob3...:'(
then sesebok lak nak menyesal..hahaha...
korang pnah x TERJADI KEADAAN sebegini..???
hee...tp seb bek la sy nih jenis kuar uh 2 bulan skali kn,,,so,,kre mcm skali kua uh,,KALAU BULEH...klau buleh la kan,,hee...kalau buleh nak beli sume yg mate nih pandang and fulstop..haha...
:D
padahal xpegi mne pon kot..pegi JUSCO yg plg dekat jek kat UTM nih..klu nek beskal pon bleh smpai tau,,,cume tadelah sy gile sgt nk wat cam uh kan..hee~

so,,first2 jek smpai...perot MOHON KREDIT untok diisi...yekla kan,,,mesti lah isi sb pasnih kan nak BEKERJA SHOPPING..hee~
makkan jek dah RM10.70..
hahahha`mmg la gile mahal kn..sob3...padahal makan nasi putih+seafood secubit ngan ayam goreng saje..haha....yes,,permulaan yg bagosh...
so,,after makan pon sy  ngan anis p la CUCUK BANK dlu kan..haha...mcm ne nk SHOPPING klu duit tade kan...ngeh...
so,,kami jalan2 lah...tgok2 sane...gelak2 sini...
:D
btw,,this is first time sy dan ANIS hang out TOGETHER,,,
sbelom2 nih kua reramai...
hari nih bebetol date BERDUA..owh,,what a romantic dear~keh3...:p
tp kan...ktorg bnyak abes mse kat KAD2 ucapan..haha...giler comel la kad2 bufday...
best n leka dok belek2 kad2 uh sume..hee~SGT CUMEL..*serius...:D

pas uh ape jek la kan sy beli...jom check it OUT..~

tada....!!!


haha~this is my favoret cekedish...YUMMY..!!!
sy suke green peas...
:D

pas uh...
sy da lame da berhajat nak beli dustbin..
erm,,then i found this dustbin... :D
haha~
what a great dustbin dear...
nak buang smpah pun mcm syg jek kn...
ngehh~
dustbin nih mcm lampu kan...
sy pon ade minat lampu cam nih tau...
tp next time i buy it...
:D
lets call my dustbin is ranggo~
haha~shumel x..???
ngee~
ranggo sy RM5 saje tau...
welcome my RANGGO...i luv u... :) 
 then,,,sy pon jalan2 lagi....
alkisah...tetbe teringat kisah di kelas...
sewaktu aisha menjatuhkan TUMBLER (btol ke eja.???) ksygan sy...sjak kejadian uh air sy menjadi PAHIT...sob3...
mungkin krana tumbler sy dah KEMEK...
so,,sy sroh ANIS NABILLA carikan sy botol air baru...
hee~ade BANYAK sgt pilihan...sy sgt buntu dan SEDIH sb xtau nk plih yg mane...
lastly,,sy pilih kaler HIJAU nih...
cantek kn..tp sy xsuke HIJAU...tp sy rse nk jugak beli yg nih...haha~
i call my bottle as GRENCIE... :D...RM15.90...
haha~welcome u grencie...
sy xske hijau sb ****** suke hijau...
jadi bile ingat hijau sy jadi *****...
tp sy ambil juga hijau sb sy ***** dia kot...
hahaha~yes,,sy dan mereka saje yg faham...:p


lagi2...ape ye sy borng...
erm....oh ye..
haha~yg nih kelakar ok...
xtau la fakta atau auta...
hee~

tau x apekah gmbar ini...
hahahahahahha~
ni toilet punye tisu tau...ngeh....
murah2...
hee...sy beli nih kongsi 2 ngan ANIS NABILLA..jimat sket sbab bnyak giler tisu nih 1 peket...
btw,,,the funny part is...
ANIS NABILLA kate..klu lap muke dgn tuala MUKE CEPAT TUA...
so,,better lap gune tisu...
hahahhaha~korang gelak x...???
hee~sy gelax dnga statement ANIS NABILLA nih..
mcm xpecye jek kn...
sy pon xtau FAKTA atau AUTA...
hee~
tp kan,,ble balek bilik,,sy dah xlap muke dgn tuala dah...erk~
keh3...

 then,,,
tempat wajib pergi ialah TOKO BUKU MPH...
erm,,inilah syurga dunia bg sy...hee~
yes,,sy suke buku...cume bace jek xsmpat..erk~


tbe2 nmpak buku nih...tgok content dye mcm best jek...
so,,tbe2 tringat lak JIWAKU YG KACAU lately nih...
maybe rohani ku kelaparan kan...
erm,,so...i decide to have this book...
hope o will learn something that can improve myself...
hope...amin...
:D


buku nih cm best sbab subtopic nye related wif our life..thats why i decide to buy this book...



pas uh,,,
sy pon kembali lagho..hee~
tdi insaf jap kat kedai buku..hee~xistiqomah langsung...<--- BAD ATTITUDE
tbe2 jek nmpak this scart...
ngee~
COMEL X...
siap ade reben lgi tau...
sbenanye da lme da tringin nak ade satu...mcm comel jek kn...hee~
jadi sy pon beli la KEHENDAK JIWA Yg bukan KEPERLLUAN nih...
:D 

pas uh kan..tetibe tringat lak kat AISHA...
erm,,,nak belikan dye COKLAT lah...
tp tade motif pon...tetbe rse nak beli...
so,,sy belikan lah dye coklat...tp smpai skunk sy asyek lupe jek nk bg...
heee~~
hope she will like it...
:D

then..then..then...
korang tau x ape PERKARA WAJIB bila keluar jalan2...????
heee~
mestilah singgah melawat PAK CIK MERAH nih...
hahaha~xfham betol la...
:D





 hee~
inilah saye...<---bangga sedikit...
haha~ PENUH KAN TROLI ini...
hee~
lgi sy pon beli mineral water tau...
sb kite kene minum BANYAK air masak...:D


hahaha~
ni pas abes shopping n ngah tunggu pak cik nak anta ktorg balek...
:D

sy beli ape lg ye...???/
erm...o yeah...sy beli sampol hadiah...
hahaha~sume comel2...sy beli 5 sekali...
erk~mcm membazir kan...
tp sy suke la...
mereka sgt comel2...
gmba tade la...
hee~

lagi ape ye.....
erm.....
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lagi....
sebenarnye kan.....mase p toilet...sy lalu KEDAI KEK....
tbe2 tergerak hati nak pegi TENGOK2 saje...
KEK SGT CANTIK,,!!
then,,sy pon berlalu begitu saje pas tgok kek2 uh...
kemudian,,,sy meneruskan jalan2...
pas uh i think i remember something...
erm,,something that hard to say...
suddenly,,i realize that i rely wanna buy THAT CAKE...
rely dumb want that cake...
ok,,its weird i think bcoz i rely dun like much choclate or something that sweet...
but this time i just feel like i rely to buy that so i will be fine...

kemudian...sy pon PERGI membeli kek itu...
:D

...............................tada................................


cantek x kek sy..???
hee~
PENUH DGN COKELAT...
tp actually sy xsuke coklat pon...
erk~pelix kan when we buy something that we dun like...but rely wanna buy it..
erm.....



pas uh,,,
ini adalah semase rumet sy tgah tido sbab dye pon kua shopping gak...
btw,,,kami pegi tmpt yg sme,,tp xjumpe pon..haha~
tp bkn nak cte uh...
nak cte nih...


sy pon nyalakan lah lilin & tutop lampu..hee~
knon2 sbab rumet tido la kan...
padahal nak TIUP LILIN...hee~
sy nyanyi sendiri dan tiup sendiri..<--- sedih x bunyi dye..??


then,,sy pon bergambar la snyap2 dgn kek sy..hee~
nseb bek ade SUHAIDAH...
enset baru dy sgt berjasa pd sy...
haha~sy suke KAMERA kat enset dy...
rsenye kat enset dye uh bnyak gmb sy kot...
ops...ampon2...
:D







ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU..!!




tp,,sy xde la nk mkan kek ni sorang2 kan...hahaha....<---GILER KUDUKUT kan...keh3...
sy ajak la clasmate2 kesayangan sy...
ade MARIAM,FARHANA,SUHAIDAH,my roomie kesayangan RAHAYU...ADIBAH...
spe lgi ek...??erk....oo yeah,,haha....my liltle princess ANIS NABILLA tp AISHA tade...
actually,,mlam tdi sy blek lmbat sb ade rehearsel tok dinner nt mlam,,so sy sruh ANIS NABILLA tlun smpaikan kek sy pd mreka...tp sy blek tadela lmbt sgt sb mereka maseh melepak lg d blik sy...
:D
thankz IDA for waiting for me...:D
and all of u...
thankz for eating wif me...
im apreciate that...
RELY2...
:D


DOES I DO ALL THOSE THING FOR .....

p/s : rse mcm post awal lak...actually nk pos esok KOT..hee~
tp tonite i got dinner FORMAL sbab kne pkai baju batik..hee~DINNER TANPA KAMERA..sob3...



im praying for your happiness...

yes,,finally....ade pon pengakhiran this story kan...hee~
erm...nk ckp ape ek...hahaha~<--gedix

so,,i think wanna wish HAPPY BUFDAY DEAR....
i hope that u will find someone that u loved n u are being loved to...
its enough we are known each other...may you succeed..and may GOD always bless n protect u...
its hard when knowing somethinng but we cannot take it...but nver mind since im trusting that all those thing wiill give me others happines....
im always praying on you...hope u get the best...
have a great day tomorrow..!!
u are 20 now...we all grown up..
and...i rely miss..........
*sad..

erk~korang mesti plix kan...hee~
nver mind..xpyah pk bnyak2 sgt...
so,,,jom2 sume wat2 muke CERIA...
:D

lastly yg btol2 last,,,,
ntkan dinner sy nt ye...
tp xtau la i can have FUN or NOT...hee~
lets see n think positif...
im leaving now,,,my dinner tonite but we need 2 prepare n do all senget things 2 make that dinner wonderful...
but,,i think im  not rely good 2 menyebok2 kat stu...
mungkin sy jadik tunggul je kot...haha...
tapela...atlist sy tnjuk muke n give my KOMITMEN kan..
:)

then...gotta go..!!!
bye sume...doakan sy tida dalam kesedihan lgi...
:D

..........................................................................
..i leave LOVE for LOVE..









Friday, February 25, 2011

~ insan biasa ~

...salam...

maaf atas kelancangan sy dalam berbahasa..
sy sudah TENANG sekarang..
sy sudah tidak marah lagi...
jiwa sudah tidak kacau lagi...

p/s : sy insan biasa yg punye rasa...maaf kerana terlanjur merasai kemarahan..
seharusnya kemarahan dapat dikawal..
tp sy GAGAL...

~ nak marah lagi ~

sy buat kerja awak dan awak kate awak bussy kemudian saya tahu awak seronok berpicnic..
yes and great sebab awak uh memang busy sampai buleh picnic sedangkan saya nih nk makan pon sehari sekali dan bila malam jek saya makan pama dan maggi~
yes,,saya tahu awak memang busy..


... salam ...

ok semua~
sekarang memang sedang tension tahap kepala senget..ini semua kerana ada sahaja makhluk2 tuhan yg xbertanggungjawab.erm,,kdg2 sgr rase pelix ade saje manusia2 sebegini..kenapa lah...heartless sgt ke hati uh smpai xtau ape yg sdg dilakukan tnpa rase bersalah pd org len..??xtkut ke ha pd HUKUM ALLAH..

this entry bertujuan nak chill kn hati yg sdg membara..dan jiwa yg sedg kacau..sekarang dah pagi dan sok ade kelas pagi.yes and great..semua sebab AWAK..dan sy xbuleeh ikhlas..

so,,kepada semua2 org,,tolonglah consider perbuatan msg2..sila lah lihat kebaikan dan keburukan..sy tahu sy jua tiada perfect..tp skurang-kurangnya sy mencuba walaupun xberjaya..

rasenye semua org tau yg ALLAH MAHA ADIL..nak2 skrang nih,,ALLAH sering bg cash...so,,sy xmendoakan awak sb doa ORG TERANIAYA sgt MUJARAB...so,,moga2 awak diberi HIDAYAH dan sedar...

ye,,sy maseh  bengang...xsemua org penyabar mcm sy...
the conclusion is,,I cannot talk to u..dun came 2 me wif your UNGUILTY face..plez dun talk to me bcoz im not ready IKHLAS talk wif u..im hating u rite now..
im hating heartLESS people like u..acting stupid like dunno what is going on...
yes,,its not me to pretend its just NOTHIING..its not me..
n i repeat again..its NOT ME...

p/s : this people rely ruin my day n i hate she..i dunno what kind of person she is..n im sorry for being rude bcoz im jus ordinary person that have a piece of heart~
dun dare mess wif me~

IM SORRY FOR BEING A RUDE..I NVER FELT THIS ANGRY..ITS AFFECT MY DAY N RELATIONSHIP WIF OTHERS..SO,,IM SORRY 2 EVERYONE AROUND ME IF LATELY IM BCOME ANGER N ANNOYED..IM SORRY IF I RELEASE THAT ANGER TO WRONG PERSON..I NVER MEAN TO DO THAT..IM SORRY N ITS MY BAD..

P/S : to my stalker NURUL AZLIYANA AZMAN..thanks sister..!! :D <--- not fake smile yeah..

Thursday, February 24, 2011

~ cube lagi ~

... salam ...

im still trying to think positive for everything that had happen in my life~i know its sound stupid when u need to relax when dumb things its happen on you...i know its crazy when i need to give others fake smile when that others its hurting my heart..yes,,i know that sound like im to good to pretend myself n blame others...but..its rely the reality that happen..n i keep thinking why must have that setence people in this world..why n why...i keep wondering that...and its make me feel ABSOLUTELY BAD...

i thinks its EVERYONE job to take care their responsibility rite..so,,why still hve such people that brave to take job without responsibility..hey!!i rely hate dumb much this people ok~u make my life worse n i rely wanna sing lenka's song f*** you..
why this people are around me...is im gud enough to take it easy..
erghhh~
i hope that u will receive cash from GOD...

huh...u said that u busy..???
hello..im in same boat to..!!
+ i think im busy enough compare than u...
lets see....
u hve time rite to playing something..i mean sport...
me????im nver do that and i dun hve any time to do that...
but u hve time to playing..then u said u are busy..
ah,,f*** you..!!
second,,
u said u hve work to do..urgent..
hello,,,do you think im not hve to do that work???argh..hate you..!!
+ i still rmember i see u watching televisyen..
me???playing sms ONLY...
so,,are u busy enough dear??

and the stupid thing is..
i see you on9 while im doing that job~
huh..dun blame me if i still wanna talk bad about u since i cannot think positive anymore~

hey..u better change...
this time i still can behave myself...but u nver known me VERY WELL~
after this,,just accept my fake smile or u just can see my fucking face~
i RELY HATE U DAMN MUCH DEAR~

p/s : i try to be a better person but this people around me make me sick...
but the truth is im having test rite wif our GOD..ALLAH trying to test my patient..but i think im fail...
so,,better do gud next time

harap maaf atas kekasaran bahasa yg digunakan..ini ialah seni untuk menunjukkan kemarahan penulis~
:(

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

~ ouch~

... salam ...

alkisah,,,,maka habislah sudah riwayat MINGGU2 UNTUK MENYIBUKKAN DIRI...
yes,,big clap...congrate3... :D

TEST da abes...pogram da tamat...cume tinggal mase2 untuk ENJOY saje..haha...padahal xsedar plak kn kne strugle tok 2nd TEST plak...:(
well,,this week diner lagi...:D
haha...MAKAN FREE...alhamdulillah...tp kne pkai bju BATIK ...ergh,,,buhsan sedikit....++ tdi da dpt bju batik...aduh,,mak cik syg...mengapa ya bajuku KECIK + SEKSI...gmana mau dpkai...sob3...sy da la kerohanian punye olang...xkan nk pkai SEKSI2...sob3...thums up<--- :(
yes,,sgt risau..!!!
+ dah la tade SWEETIEST CAMERA...
apalah ertinya dinner tanpa kamera.. 

tadi da dpt result TEST MATH METHOD...
kurang 2mark dr yg ditarget.....yea,,sedikit hampa..tp maseh dapat bersyukur,,walaupun sedikit jeles dgn kejayaan seorg teman...tp mseti ingat,,REZEKI ALLAH YG TENTUKAN...DIA TAU YG TERBAIK UNTUK SETIAP HAMBANYA...jadi,,sy perlu berusaha lebih lagi dan tawakal....serta sentiasa menjaga hak ALLAH,,agar ALLAH menjaga hak sy.. :D

so far,,,
tdi im having my last test..FIZIK MODEN..yes,,sgt moden ok...:D
stady da pling shantek la beb...sekali dpt soklan BLURR..!!
gilax la beb...BLUR SUNGGUH....ergh,,,ni balasan sb ponteng kelas tu ary ke...?? <---MY BAD...
sungguh xtpu...xpnah blur cam uh nak wat exam...semu uh gare2 soklan salah typing...wah3..heaven gilax la kan...da la 1jam jek..pas2 buleh lak salah2 soklan...YES NAZHIRAH,,,manusia xperfect!!sbab uh soklan pun bleh salah..dan kesannye,,soklan2 len uh wa memg tibai pakai sodap jek lah kan...
tp,,im still ok drpd SAHABAT BAIK sy lg sorang...muke dye pucat + panik gile...!!
xtau la weyh ape masalahnye...
erk!mungkin BALASAN UNTUK BUDAK2 YG PONTENG KELAS kan...
erm,,,our bad dear..!!make sure pas nih we changed 2 be more better k...stady awal2,,so tadela smpai nk ponteng2 klas lgi kan..eh,,kite mmg stady awal pon...cme mase jek x mengizinkan..<---serius..
:D
* THINK POSITIVE

then,,,tdi menjengah ke laman blog khalifah muda yg bijak bermain pena..
yes,,insaf sebentar~
plg tertarik kerana blogny dihasilkan kerana ingin menyampaikan dakwah supaya nt di akhirat kelak tiada yg merungut kerana ilmu tidak disampaikan...<--- sgt tersentuh....
sdgkan sy masih lg lagho dan berfoya2 dgn kehidupan tnpa menyedari bhwa sy jua punya tanggungjawab..
*mood = trouble ...  :(

pas uh ari ni gak tdi first tyme sy p tunai cek..!!
hahaha...semangat kn...smpai dlam blog pun nk cte gak..haha~peduli hape... :D
yes3...ist tyme tau...
da la xtau camne...so,,mcm senget2 jugak la kan kat dlm bank uh...gelax2 lagi..+muke excited n terkejut dgn perkataan EH2,,KNAPE CAM UH...OOOO.... <-- ckp kuat2...

hahaha~lantak la beb.. :D
hee~tade la amaount dye smpak KK kan...hee~
sikit jek,,tp excited dy bnyak!! :D

owh ye,,,telupe pula sy...
hari ni sy bertemu lg insan yg BERMUKA MASAM dgn sy...
yea,,sy wat la muke xmalu dan malas nak memikirkan anda...
anda mahu sy membantu tp anda tidak mahu memandang sy...apalah slah sy pada anda...
but,,nevermind...semoga ALLAH memberi anda dan sy hidayah...
bak kate ustazz mse ceramah maulidur rasul uh...
sy mungkin salah..awak jua ta mungkin betul...hny ALLAH saje yg betul..
makanya,,TODAY U MAKE ME SMILE WIF YOUR ACT SIS..!! :D

wif adition TODAY~
sy sgt emo.. T,T
yes,,sume kerana SITI AISHA HAMZAH yg mencancelkan our planing nk p mandi air terjun gare2 b* dye nak dtg..!!
yea,,sy xpeduli...sy sgt KECIL HATI dgn anda.. T,T

dan pade SUHAIDAH....
jgn tension2 k...BUKAN REZEKI KITA~WE DO BETTER NEXT DEAR~

UNTUK NABILLA...THINK POSITIVE my litle princess... :D


p/s : wanna ready for next test PROPERLY.. :D

Monday, February 21, 2011

Sunday, February 20, 2011

...

sy hny manusia biasa...
jiwaku kacau...
tnpa mengingatiNYA...

im moody...i luv 2 sleep...
im moody...n no mood for study...
did i realize im having my TEST...??
im moody...im not having great time 2 eat...
im moody...i will not eat...<--punishment for my body..
im moody...i not gonna to talk with other...
im moody...then i will hate people around me...
im moody..i feel anger...
im moody...i feel sad...
im moody..i off my phone..
im moddy...i hate surrounding...
im moody...hungry doesnt affect me..
im moody...i feel bad...
im moody..i feel useles..
im moody...n i rely hate this things...


im moody...the worst thing is i hate myself more than other people hate me...


so,,,i hve a SLEEP....sleep like i wanna never open my eyes...i feel terrible...i nver felt this things..i close...close..n close my eyes...im tired n wanna sleep for all days...for all years....forever....
until u come...






thankz for gve me my life back...
thankz for cheers me...
thankz for make me up from evil surrounding...
thankz for hear my story...
thankz for laugh wif me AGAIN n AGAIN...
i think i luv U..i luv U bcoz u always there for me...





i luv u bcoz the way u are...
i luv u bcoz u nver beg me for u all over time we have..its enough if u can see me n i can see u...
its enough to make greatest freindship even we not always hang out together...
i luv u.....n i luv u...n always luv u..i hope its nver end to loving u..



thankz for NOT always wif me but always there for me...
thankz again n again...
:D




so,,i better go for STUDY...
^^v


p/s : terima kaseh SUHAIDAH SMILE~

~ thums up untok PAK CIK~

... salam ...

rsenye mcm da LAME GILER x dpt rse prsaan lega mcm nih... :D
sy sgt lega...yes,,lega ++... :D

ALHAMDULILLAH....
segala berjlan lancar walupun dpt PENGARAH POGRAM mcm sy..keh3....
audiens buleh tahan ramai....
sbab mse tgok audiens 2 sume jek sy da mule nk nanges dah sbab kne ckp kat dpn kwang sume nih.. T,T
ingatkan xrmai sgt,,sekali...amek kaw....
inilah berkat doa sahabat2...
ALHAMDULILLAH...SEGALA PUJI BAGI ALLAH... :D
sbab sy pun x expect smbutan sebegini...
wajah PAK CIK pun tadi sgt ceria...
yeah...
sy dpat 4 thums UP~ dan cONGRATULATION,,,
tp rsenye sy xlyak pon...sb pak cik lah yg ptot di THUMS UP kan...
heeeee~
pak cik punye keje,,,sy pulak dpt thums up...<--- dunia2....
yeaah,,thums UP pak cik..!!!!

x dpt digmbarkan prsaan mse sume tnye "JADIK EH BERUCAP"...sy cme mampu wat muke begini---> T,T .... haha~ tp sy bace teks jek..haha..bace pun nk glbah + muke sedih giler...haha~ tp seb bek la sy mmg xmgalami masalah getaran suara apabila berucap...cme masalah speed yg terlalu laju + nak tergelak pon ade gak..haha~

ok3...mse first2 pogram da nak mule uh...
i wonder why i keep ask my self..
WHY IM HERE...WHY IM HERE...
hahaha~mmg xbuleh bla giler punye....
ptotnye klu da nevos uh,,p la slawat ke hape ke..
ni sbuk bce zikir..--->WHY IM HERE...WHY IM HERE..
haha~bad think... ^^v

scara kesimpulan nye...
sy cme tnggal nak TEST lgi 1 paper jek (mcm tade kne mngene jek)...
haha~ im tired...wanna rest...
hve a nice day tomorrow...
wish me luck for next week...
:D

p/s : weh..kowang penah x ade jerawat kat telinga punye cuping yg bhgian soft uh...ergh,,,sket lah..rse mcm anting2 tertanam dlam cuping..giler besar ini jerawat...sob3...

Saturday, February 19, 2011

~ pilih dan dipilih dr pemilih ~

salam ...

haha~ mcm SENGET kan tjuk entry kali nih...memang senget pon..snget ++..keh3...
well3,,,skunk nih kan sbuk dah nk plih2 pmimpin bagai...haha~
dlm pendek kate..PILIHAN RAYA..tp xdpt dwet rye pon..:(

ergh...kwang rse x yg sy mseh mude nk plih2 pmimpin nih...tetttt....
keh3...

cube bygkan....
perut sgt lapar...then smangat la kan nk p cafe..
pas2 msok jek cafe...
erghh,,,mcm nk pengsan pon ade gak..
gantung sne...gntung sni...
da la cafe uh kocik..ekau tampal sane..ekau tmpal sni...
pas uh ekau dok momokak lg ngn manifesto ekau..
ya tuhan..ponek den nk donga eh...
bek2 prut lapar..slera wa ilang der... T,T

ok3...itu la realiti student yg persan mude like me ni kan....hahaha<--- gelak jahat...
TAPI2......
PILIHAN RAYA nih mmg perlu kan...
yek lah,,klu da tade bdak2 nih yg dok memekak ngn janji2 mreka uh,,xgerak la plak uni wa nih...
cume 2 la,,sy bkan dilahirkan sbg pemimpin x,,sbab uh la sy rse MALAS tol nk tgok awak2 sume SGT2 SEMANGAT yek...
tp pape pon smoga JANJI TIDAK TINGGAL JANJI...dan semoga berjaya dgn TELUSNYA menjalankan AMANAH...yeah3..go2 cayok..!! (sy parti bebas..^^v)

jum check this link~ MALU ~

p/s : tadi da abes test...rse mcm xdpt full mark lgi..adakah sy terlalu tamak atau OVERCONFIDENT..tp yg pasti ALLAH tahu yg terbaik untuk hambanya~ so,,think positif dear...:D

~ doa kalian diharap ~

salam ...

esok atau hari ni <---sb da pkul 3 pg... ade TEST...
mohon doa kalian yea...
mohon2 dimudahkan urusan...
stelah berusaha dan bertawakal..
INSYAALLAH mudah...
amin...:D

p/s : seronok berkongsi ilmu wlaupon di saat2 akhir..yg penting IKHLAS...:D

Friday, February 18, 2011

~ rase mcm mimpi ~

salam ...
haha~hari ni rse mcm nak GELAK2 GILER PUNYE...<---overexcited...:D
well,,,today is MY DAY...yes,,ABSOLUTELY MY DAY....
u all sume ngat x entry sy yg bertjuk BUKAN REZEKI....
nak dijadikan cerita..ianya suda menjadi REZEKI..hee~klu da rzeki ta ke mane...
ALHAMDULILLAH~segala puji bagi ALLAH.. :D

im eating PAMA rite now..sgt lapar lol~sob3...:D

u all wonder kan why today is MY DAY..ngee~
well,,actually tdi my BIG BOS ABUYA dtg bersama abg ku syg dan wak sarbini beristeri 2..<---cerita betul..
hee~
sdg sy melayani perasaan dan keenakan tido petang..
then,,i got call..
alamak..ABUYA TEPON LAK..da la ngah tido..haha~redho jek le...jwab3..jgn DERHAKA..:D
tabah la wa kan jwab fon call uh..then he tell me that he in PERLING..tp sbelom uh dy tnye da mkan lom...
wa pon tipu la sunat kan ckp da mkan..nt xmkan bsing lak kan da pkul 2..prut da la SENSITIP THAP GEDIX..keh3...pas2 abuya ckp bru nk ajak LUNCH..keh3...
then,,,dgn muke x malunye wa pon ckpla wa lom mkan der~<---kantoi menipu..hehe~
yekla kan..da alang2 parent kat sni,,xkan la xnk jmpe kan..klu prut knyang pon leyh jek jadik LAPAR...
nak2 wa sedang saat genting kan..haha...bjet TENSION la kon..hee...
so,,,sy sgt2 GEMBIRA...!!! :D
padahal xsedar kan mlm nak TEST..haha~

so,,,
mlam ade TEST...
fham x perasaan malas SETADY..!!
ergh2...
tp,,,ALHAMDULILLAH...
soalan buleh buat....sgt2 GEMBIRA....
maybe berkat DOA AYAHANDA~
alhamdulillah...:D

jadi,,kesimpulan dia...hari ni best dan mcm mimpi ble tgok ABUYA ade ble bgon tdo...:D
mcm MIMPI kan...hee~

tapi2 yg x best,,,
sy maseh perlu BERUCAP nt malam MAULIDUR RASUL...<---ergh,,,xtau la kejadian ape yg jadi nt...keh3...
dan sy maseh ade 2test lagi..!!
DOAKAN SY DAPAT FULL MARK YEK TEST YG SY JWAB TADI DAN BAKAL DIJAWAB..
AMIN3...:D

p/s : KAMERA TIADA DAN SY RINDU KAMERA~ LIVE NOTHING WITHOUT CAMERA~

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

~ fikir positif ~

salam ...
hye3..!! <--- nada mcam ceria.. T,T
well,,,jum2 story mory...tatkala menaip nih sy lagi menikmati MEE HONG KONG~yummy..!!even x la DELICIOUS sgt..tp bulehla wey nk ilang rse giler nk mkan nih...& bru jek tergigit HALIA..erghh...tau jek la kn ape prasaan mkn halia..yeuks3..2 la,,mkn smbil on9 kn..hamek la ekau..haha..
lately nih,,mmg rse mcm nk makan jek la beb...tp ble mkn x abes pun..<--membazir..haish...

smalam ade MEETING...adoy...wa mmg alegik doe pd meeting..sumpah xsuke..ergh...:((
pas2 smlam gak la sy kne ckp SIKET..haha..kne ckp siket jek,,yp glbah semacam..<--senget..
nevos la beb,ble sume mate dok pandang jek kn..tbe2 rse mcm kat ats pentas pas2 lampu spotlite uh tale kat muke wa jek..wah,,,fail3... T,T

then,,semalam punye semalam kot...JUMPE PENGETUA...!!:D
hahaha~gile excited nk jmpe pengetua..keh3..pdahal pngetua x excited pon nk tgok muke sy kn kn kn...sob3...
nver mind2...xkesa la..jnji sy dpt jmpe pengetua..haha...
tapi,,,ergh...pengetua xbaik sgt la mlm uh...haha~hamek la kn...frust giler...ble wa excited nk jumpe pngetua nih..pngetua MOOD FORMAL plak..atoyy..!!buhsan3...xsuke3...sob3...
but,,MY BAD la gak kn...keh3...pogram nk run this week then bru la sesebok nk rjuk pngetua bla3....
ngat tade masalah...sekali da,,,ish3,,,bnyak plak masalahnye...
bek2 wa excited nk jmpe pngetua,,,mlam uh terus MOOD TROUBLE + PENING KEPALA...sebab sgt tension...
do u wanna KNOW why im tension..?????!!!
hahaha~
sy SGT TENSION sbab...............
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pak cik yg salu tlun sy uh xmrah pon kat sy nih...dye da la wat sume keje (erk,,sy wat sketla) sy sbg PENGARAH tnp disuruh dan diminta (tp,,maybe tugas dye sbg pemantau kot...ergh,,xtau la beb)...then im like ZERO...u know..ZERO GILER...!!! mne la cek tau nk wat ape,,ape kne ade n bla3...so,,ape yg dye sruh la i wat..ape yg dia wat la i tgok...then,,,then,,then,,,,
POGRAM I BERMASALAH plak..adoy...
sy xla tension sgt pon sbenanye,,sy cme tension sb pak cik nih xreti nk marah sy ke ha..cbe la mrah sket kat sy yg ZERO nih,,,sb x wat keje btol2...xtau ape2..meting pon xnak handle..n bla2 lg yg mengada2 kan...
tp pak cik x marah pon...
SAYA SGT RASA BERSALAH SBAB X KENE MARAH...
tp,,xtau la plak kn klu pak cik uh ngummpat sy dlam aty..ape la kan bdak nih,,nk jadik pemimpin tp mcm nih punye perangai...ergh....tulun4...!! TOLONGLAH MARAH SAYA SUPAYA SY RASE LEGA..!!
tp pak cik x marah pon..sob3...
sy sgt tension sb pak cik x marah sy..

sy ta tau la ape yg mereka fikir tntang sy..ish3...
sy memg budak baru belajar...
maaflah sy x tau ape2..
maaflah sy mmg xsuke ckp dlam meeting...
maafllah sy mmg pemalu..
ok,,we stop by PEMALU...<------ni mmg jadik masalah beb...
cbe hang dok tnye la kwan dan shabat2 sy yg da lme knal uh...tade mknenye MEREKA nk stuju klu sy ckp sy PEMALU..hahaha~sy mmg TAK TAHU MALU...tp pd org2 yg sy selesa dan sgt KENAL la...tp,,,pade yg baru2 nih,,sy sgt take time yo..!!maaflah3....ni sifat ta buleh buang suda...
dulu mse sy FORM4 pun kan,,sy mmg baek giler la,,,pendek kate..NERD...keh3...masbok FORM 5 jek...sy lah TAIKO...<------hahaha..perasan plak...keh3...
u see..???
i take 1year to BERMESRA ngan kwan2 sy dgn jayanya...
jadi,,maaflah ENCIK2 SEMUA YE...
sy maseh perlukan mase untuk selesa dgn andA....
jadi,,setakat nih,,biarlah sy memainkan watak si PEMALU dulu..nt2 ble sy dah selesa,,awak2 semua mesti nk sy jadik PEMALU balek..hahaha~sumpah xtipu..:D
then,,smbung lgi....
maaflah sy sgt mngade2 ta tau wat kje...
maaflah sy mmg malas gile nak duk lepak dlm blik uh...
maaflah sbab sy slalu tade sb ade kelas malam...
ergh,,,mlm nih ade kelas lagi..GREAT la beb...siang kelas..malam meeting..malam kelas..ade test..bla3...SILA JGN MERUNGUT..!!

well,,,bicara tentang kelas...hahahah~
sy suda lakukan IMPROMTU SPEECH...
ok,,i think i fail...i got nevos dear..
hik3...my topic was pMT BEST MEMORIES...<----sumpah mse nih rse sy punye memori terus padam..hahaha...yeklah kn,,,sy xknal plak dak2 klas uh,,pas2 kne lak berspeech2 bagai,,,CONFIDENT LEVEL...haha~sgt LOW...so,,wa maen hembus jek la der...sob3...
ini kelemahan yg sgt lemah... T,T

owh,,,
nmpaknya suda azan...
sy harus bersiap2...
sy mahu ke kelas... :S
semangat3...:(

p/s : kepada pak cik...TERIMA KASEH KERANA MEMBANTU SY DGN SEGALA USAHA PAK CIK..SY DOAKAN SEMOGA PAK CIK MENDAPAT JODOH YG BAIK..TERIMA KASEH DGN SIFAT SABAR PAK CIK..SY SGT KAGUM KERANA PAK CIK SGT SABAR DGN SATA..SB,,KDG3 SY PON TAK SABAR DGN DIRI SY SENDIRI..JADI PAK CIK,,MAAFKANLAH SAYA YEK...SY BUDAK BARU BELAJAR YG SGT SENGET PAK CIK PERNAH JUMPE...TP,,SIFAT PAK CIK YG PENYABAR NIH WAT SY FIKIR BNYAK2 LGI..SY AKAN FIKIR POSITIF...YEAH..BLA3...TERIMA KASEH PAK CIK..!!

~ mood sy da x tension sgt da,,sbab AISHA DAN ANIS bnyak membantu,,yeah3...btw,,give kredit 2 NURAIMI yg teman sy dan sha ROUND2 UTM nek beskal mse mlam yg sy jumpe PENGETUA uh..yesh...awak sgt best la remy..!!len kali jum jalan2 lagi...:D
jadi tension sy beransur pulih bila sy TAKE POSITIF...alhamdulillah...salam syg semua...
:D